Here’s The Chance

There is a lesson I learnt through loving so hard; it will not save me. Ultimately it’s up to me to pull myself back together. I am slowly learning that my life may not be perfect or smooth even, but as long as I’m there for myself and I will be okay. And slowly, I am…

Do You Know?

Have you ever wondered, really wondered about yourself? Have you ever wondered that sometimes all it takes is one person, one event, one moment to change your life forever? It can change everything inside and around. Your perspectives, your thinking, and you are suddenly in a new place. That one single moment that forces you…

On the qui vive

I have been brewing resent towards people, and situations for months… I think years because it was not making sense to me anymore. Everything felt like a burden, I didn’t feel happy for long time. I felt a lot of pain, sadness, anger, fear, distrust and I can keep going on. It is true that…

Out of sight, Out of mind

Life happens to everyone. Inevitably priorities change and so too does your relationships, but you adapt and that’s how you keep going. This can sure be the reason that so many relationships break up too. Things aren’t the same. You don’t spend anywhere near enough time together how you did. You miss them but can’t tell them…

Strike a note

To be honest, When I close my eyes and look back, I did not see myself here. I had all my plans, a set list that after I joined my undergraduate program I will make happen. I had all these plans……and the universe thought otherwise. I think that the world puts so much focus on…

Swim across the river

I was trying to run my mind away on the treadmill yesterday, and realized I am also running away from certain feelings, acceptance of deeper yet simple truths. Yes, I am sensitive as a person. Yes, I love a lot. Yes, recently I have blamed myself for loving the wrong people and doubting my capabilities…

Metamorphosis

Love is beautiful, it is giving someone the power to destroy you but putting faith in them, that they will not. Unfortunately most often to be honest, the power is misused. But also, if they go away doesn’t mean that you didn’t love enough. Well, It is going to destroy you but it will also…

Letter for the lost love

Dear Old love, Today, I would do anything to have you read this letter as I just wanted to tell you with gone, it has all become better and clearer. I thought of love as a fairy tale, like any other teenage girl. The princess, the prince, the love and the happily ever after. After…

A New Door

The sun rose this morning, I woke up happy. As I was drinking my coffee, a simple yet powerful thought crossed my mind. I remembered my best friend ask me once, why are you feeling so much? So much for a person who made a choice to leave you? Really why would you give such…

The lost star

“The reason it is not how you wanted it to be, the reason they get away, the reason it didn’t happen is not always because of a person but mostly circumstance and time ” I tell myself and take in a deep breath. It has been bothering me for a while, hanging on top of…