Dissolve into love

Tonight I wonder why the moon did not come out, it never occurred to me that I am going to miss it this much. It used to fill my hollows with a sliver light, my mind with hope. I had neither now, did I trick myself into love? I wondered . I feel so low,…

The Cracks

Walking back home, I told myself that I was okay and it will all be okay. I did for a month now. Everything slowly has started making sense to me, I have finally let gone of all that hurt me. It was not easy, that I know but I also know that when it all…

Little Mumbles

Sometimes the breathing gets  heavier and truth gets lighter, it’s over and now no hope would revive what was. Maybe somewhere I don’t want a revival , for I think the type of love I believe in is out there but will come with the right time . Some people’s emotions go deeper than others,…

Fare-the-well

I felt confused until this day, confident yet confused. I know all is over, nothing that I can really do since it works two ways… But more than closure, I just to want to now know whether it was love at all? When he left me without a closure, apart from missing him with every…

The best part of me

On a call yesterday with one of my childhood friends, revisiting all our memories from family to relationships … I thought to myself… “Oh! how lucky am I to have certain people in my life even if they are distant they are still my people ” Some friends are like family, sometimes even more than…

The Melancholic Smile

I sat by the window with a cup of coffee as I watched the raindrops touch the ground making a pleasant sound, just then I felt tear drop roll down my cheek. We live in a world full of pain. Where love is blind and words are left in vain. Where trust is lost and…

The Crescent moon

Lying on my bed and staring at the ceiling , I wonder if all my life I have concealed my emotions why is this one consuming me? Why a heartbreak is making me feel so differently about myself. Going back and forth to those times, thinking of how any of it could make sense. It…

Like a shadow

Siting with a cup of coffee and drinking away my pain. I don’t still know if the pain was rejection, abandonment or my fear of losing someone I love. I feel like a puddle of endless emotions. I wonder whether it was love at all ! I am at a standstill; I guess it was…

Fall between the cracks

Siting by the waterfall I thought to myself “Why do they say I have a scattered or unpredictable behavior or that I am too harsh on people sometimes?”…..“Why is it so easy for someone to come and tell me that I am not good enough?”… “Why do people think that I just want to rebel…

Dark mornings 

  Bright sunny mornings still hurt my eyes, I want to stay in all day with the curtains closed inside my blanket.I don’t like it, but I have to drag myself out to college. Feeling heavy inside and wearing a fake smile outside. I have to get up and live even if it is little…