A Dark Night

When the sun falls below the horizon and the darkness fills the sky, I tend to think that there is some vulnerability in the night. There comes a point, where we tend to doubt what we knew was true. We tend to fall into an existential crisis in the worst case scenarios, or the Soul’s…

Letter for the lost love

Dear Old love, Today, I would do anything to have you read this letter as I just wanted to tell you with gone, it has all become better and clearer. I thought of love as a fairy tale, like any other teenage girl. The princess, the prince, the love and the happily ever after. After…

A New Door

The sun rose this morning, I woke up happy. As I was drinking my coffee, a simple yet powerful thought crossed my mind. I remembered my best friend ask me once, why are you feeling so much? So much for a person who made a choice to leave you? Really why would you give such…

The Cracks

Walking back home, I told myself that I was okay and it will all be okay. I did for a month now. Everything slowly has started making sense to me, I have finally let gone of all that hurt me. It was not easy, that I know but I also know that when it all…

Little Mumbles

Sometimes the breathing gets  heavier and truth gets lighter, it’s over and now no hope would revive what was. Maybe somewhere I don’t want a revival , for I think the type of love I believe in is out there but will come with the right time . Some people’s emotions go deeper than others,…

Fare-the-well

I felt confused until this day, confident yet confused. I know all is over, nothing that I can really do since it works two ways… But more than closure, I just to want to now know whether it was love at all? When he left me without a closure, apart from missing him with every…

The Melancholic Smile

I sat by the window with a cup of coffee as I watched the raindrops touch the ground making a pleasant sound, just then I felt tear drop roll down my cheek. We live in a world full of pain. Where love is blind and words are left in vain. Where trust is lost and…

Like a shadow

Siting with a cup of coffee and drinking away my pain. I don’t still know if the pain was rejection, abandonment or my fear of losing someone I love. I feel like a puddle of endless emotions. I wonder whether it was love at all ! I am at a standstill; I guess it was…

Fall between the cracks

Siting by the waterfall I thought to myself “Why do they say I have a scattered or unpredictable behavior or that I am too harsh on people sometimes?”…..“Why is it so easy for someone to come and tell me that I am not good enough?”… “Why do people think that I just want to rebel…

Dark mornings 

  Bright sunny mornings still hurt my eyes, I want to stay in all day with the curtains closed inside my blanket.I don’t like it, but I have to drag myself out to college. Feeling heavy inside and wearing a fake smile outside. I have to get up and live even if it is little…